BeAuTy ON FiRe

Are we preoccupied with work, studies, partners, events, ambition? That sounds normal right, not like it’s a bad thing. But this is wat has happened, to me at least.

I used to play guitar and sing and sometimes attempt to write songs….not anymore in the past few..(months?years?) I used to wake up with a song in my head and it stays with me…but now, i have to "search" for a song in my little library somewhere in my brain…oh no!

I sometimes get good dreams at nite…but now, i even dream going to work and just to wake up and go to work-again!

As a student in school, i love to draw. Had many sketch books, got myself art pens, colors etc. And now, i hardly step inside the stationary shop, unless i desperately need to grab a magazine or photostat my documents!

As a an undergraduate, receiving some aided allowances, i shopped till i drop…gone to many sales and malls…whether on foot, bus, taxi or train..yep, i still got there.And filled my closet with a wide range of outfits.And now, even earning a good pay, having a car and convenient  environment..i find that  when i get there i’d say. "there’s nothing to buy..i’m done". Amazing, did my standard of selection  suddenly shot up? I don’t know, maybe i just wanna make my money worth.

Oh, i also did sit-ups every morning and it became a natural habit..i kept my abs toned (well, not as toned as posh spice).And now??arrr…i’ll only take action after self body examination or when the pants won’t fit! and then i’ll go on a crash exercise and skip the rice…or chicken dat i get tired of sometimes.

WEll, wat i’ve learned here is that, life changes..yes, true. But we must remember, we are who we are designed to be. I’m not willing to let my personality "go"! There’s only 1of me. So, this year i’ll try my best to regain my traits, my origin, habits, abilities and talents…so weird, why the struggle? After all it is the essence of who I am.
ok..let’s go hiking!

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