BeAuTy ON FiRe

I’ll always remember..it was late afternoon
It lasted forever and ended so soon..
You were all by yourself..staring up at a dark grey sky..
I was changed..
CRY~Mandy Moore

I dunno wat got into me..but I have a longing to listen to all of the songs that i’ve evolved in.Songs that are undeniably unforgetable. All of a sudden this feeling leaves me with old time memories. Listening to Backstreet Boys with their latest song didn’t hit me as much as "I want it that way" back in the nineties..(wow, the mention of ‘nineties’ seem like it was ages ago..like really ancient..hahah).Wonder wat happened to The Moffats, Gil, Billie, 911..wow..those were the times when i was a struggling teenager who hated homeworks, came late to school(almost every morning), and it was the time when getting my driving liscence was the happiest day of my life! It  was also the stage where talking to the opposite sex was a torture and handphones were close to non-existence. Only rich kids can afford handphones.So i thought.
Well, it sounds so lame rite?pathetic? No, i think not. It’s just amazing..how we can get this far..how things are far different now.Without the past (as awful as it may seem), there will be no future..Those songs from the nineties gave me a sense of appreciation of the colors of our lives.. Who i’ve met along the way and lost along the way.I’ll leave u with some of the songs..who knows u’ll find urself indulged in neverending nostalgia..huhuhu

This isn’t the first time..won’t be the last time..i surrender my soul coz ur always..keepin me waiting..anticipating..the dat we find love once again..
911~The day we find love

You got my body shaking..sends a shiver to my soul…
911~Body shaking

Whoooo..oo..mysterious girl..i wana get close to u..
Peter Andre~myterious girl

This is our song..ooohh..this is the song we’ll remember forever and ever..it means to you wat it mean to me..so from this moment on..
Code Red~This is our song

I miss you like crazy..even more than words can say..i miss you..like crazy
The Moffats~Miss u like crazy

If you only knew that I’m crazy for u..then u’ll understand..if i only knew wat ur goin thru..then i’ll understand..
Gil~If u only knew..

I need some love like i never needed love b4..gona make love to u baby..i had a little love..now i’m back for more..cos tonite is the nite when 2 become 1..
Spice girls~2 become 1

and lastly..my favourite song..
Wat can i do to make u love me..wat can i do to make u care….
wat can i say to make u feel this..wat can i do to get u there
The Corrs~Wat can i do

lallalallalalallala…hahahhaha…
well here i am..back in da blog! Miss me? Happy Gawai to all..
Finally after a long time..i’m able to enjoy my days without working. And it’s worth it.
My boss asked me before the gawai break,.."how are u gona spend ur gawai?going anywhere?"
I simply said, "I wish i have a longhouse to go home to"…but i don’t. It has been like a hidden mystery to me where actually my Iban roots originated from..emm, after a personal investigation, i conclude that it’s Lundu–>Siol kandis—>Stampin–>Nanas road west–>Linang estate—(wherever life leads us)—->heaven. So, do i make it clear?wateva!
Ahh,there’s always other ppl’s kpgs that i can go home to..Borneo Heights,Bawang…Jugan,Bau…hahah…ayoo..christie, missed u..but it’s ok..ur owez on my mind..don’t say i forgot abt u..at least i wish ur "mum-in law" happy gawai..heheh..surprisingly she still remembers me…and ur parents too…other than that i went to few other places dat i have no idea how to get there..blurr.but i was there anyway..Loved the whole journey!To my personal driver@bodyguard@translator@insrtuctor@entertainer@……er….@….thanks a lot!!
Yey!! having 2 days leave..for my 1st time..Hahhaa..take dat..loads of work in the lab!..and i’m not there…hehhe
Just for ur info. i’m sort of watching a Thai horror movie.."ghost of mae nak.." or sumthing like dat…it’s so STUPID..all cerita hantu are stupid for me anyway..i can never…ever,…be frightened by those silly ghosts..ahh..lame.But i do get chills watching alien movies..hahah..or any science fiction thriller..like the old time stuff.."the Fly"..and anything related to spiders or bugs!!my goodness…"species".. just hate dat! Grosss!!! u know wat i mean…