HOw tO DeaL?
I was left disturbed…emotionally, mentally(no lar)..but definitely emotionally.Haiiyyaaa…as we live on, peeople cross our path.All sorts of people come, and they become part of this life. You just can’t have control over that destiny. But, you can decide. It can be very hard.
HOw do you face an ex boyfriend(girlfriend) if u accidentaly bumped into each other…and you have unresolved issues together?There’s this instant repellant when this happens.Feels like you are falling and your heart beats in a different rythmn.I had this problem once, but not anymore.
Now i have…another problem…an unresolved one too..i believe each of us has secrets..that when we bump into someone, we feel that all those secrets unveil themselves.Wat goes on behind the stares, the body language, and the intensity of the atmosphere. Most of the time, i wanna please others…and i can be very forgiving (VERYYYYYY). However, there are things that are beyond my control. Sorry, I do not have a super telepathic channel to know wat goes on in a person’s brain. So when they start acting strange, it’s hard for me to respond. I have recently experience a HORRIFIC encounter with an old ‘issue’. Someone who just haunts me everytime i think abt him (to my ex, no it’s not u). I just don’t undertsand why someone so harmless can bother me so much…Just because of a misunderstanding that happened long ago..when I was at the time driven by teen insanity (end of teenhood actually..). The time when we know wat we’re doing yet we don’t know wat we’re doing but we still do it???pretty complicated times huh…hehehee. The time that we thought it is but it’s not, but we still thought so...But now those times are the past..but the person remains. HOW TO DEAL….HOW TO DEAL A LIVING HISTORY?
(do comment so i’ll know if I’m the only one or not)
December 1st, 2005 at 11:27 pm
Is it prawn? Is he haunting you again? If it’s sampah sarap, ignore him! Dont let him ruin your mood/life!