BeAuTy ON FiRe

I was left disturbed…emotionally, mentally(no lar)..but definitely emotionally.Haiiyyaaa…as we live on, peeople cross our path.All sorts of people come, and they become part of this life. You just can’t have control over that destiny. But, you can decide. It can be very hard.
HOw do you face an ex boyfriend(girlfriend) if u accidentaly bumped into each other…and you have unresolved issues together?There’s this instant repellant when this happens.Feels like you are falling and your heart beats in a different rythmn.I had this problem once, but not anymore.
Now i have…another problem…an unresolved one too..i believe each of us has secrets..that when we bump into someone, we feel that all those secrets unveil themselves.Wat goes on behind the stares, the body language, and the intensity of the atmosphere. Most of the time, i wanna please others…and i can be very forgiving (VERYYYYYY). However, there are things that are beyond my control. Sorry, I do not have a super telepathic channel to know wat goes on in a person’s brain. So when they start acting strange, it’s hard for me to respond. I have recently experience a HORRIFIC encounter with an old ‘issue’. Someone who just haunts me everytime i think abt him (to my ex, no it’s not u). I just don’t undertsand why someone so harmless can bother me so much…Just because of a misunderstanding that happened long ago..when I was at the time driven by teen insanity (end of teenhood actually..). The time when we know wat we’re doing yet we don’t know wat we’re doing but we still do it???pretty complicated times huh…hehehee. The time that we thought it is but it’s not, but we still thought so...But now those times are the past..but the person remains. HOW TO DEAL….HOW TO DEAL A LIVING HISTORY?
(do comment so i’ll know if I’m the only one or not)

"Teknik rebonding ke?"
"Tak, guna shampoo jer"
Yeah yeah…right. One of the most annoying thing in the world for me and few of my friends would be watching shampoo commercials. Aren’t we sick of it??Silky straight hair, black and shiny…so not "menggerbang". When the wind or even hurricane blows, the super hair falls right back to it’s perfect positon…Come on, get real! However, sadly viewers (which included myself) seem to be influenced by the so-called perfect hair image on TV. Well, i admit i have straightened my hair a few years back. Good experience though.It was kinda satisfying to feel the temporary ‘perfection’.
It’s totally different for me now. So, who says girls must have long cyberly, digitally, (watever u call it) straightened hair? Honestly, after a while i’m sick of the rebonded hair.It just does not necessary fit everyone.But please don’t misunderstand.Don’t get me wrong.I don’t intend to criticise rebonded hair. My point is just we must have the freedom of styling our hair the way we like it, according to our personality, and most of all whether it is suitable for us.If it makes you look great, why not? So allow me to set the record straight- Please do not discriminate those with wavy, curly or menggerbang hair just because TV says ‘go for the straight hair’. I synpathise those with wavy or curly hair as shampoo commercials always make them look like rejects..always comparing them to the straight-haired model. That’s not fair! Once my housemate commented this when she watched a shampoo commercial which showed a curly-haired girl passing by a super-freaking-straight-haired  girl : " l prefer the one with curly hair, she’s much prettier".
OK gals, above all..my point is LOVE YOUR HAIR,YOUR BODY,YOUR SOUL, AND THE WHOLE OF YOURSELF. Don’t be stressed out because of your surrounding. I believe if we love wat we do sincerely, people around us will have to accept that and eventually love us for standing out from the crowd.hhmm, i bet that when TV commercials start showing wavy hair as the "happening" thing and straight is not…so wat happens next is gals will de-rebond their hair.Isn’t that silly?I will oppose to that too. Watever hair type, be it curly, straight, wavy, twisted…it’s your hair and don’t let shampoo commercials decide wat’s good for you. Even if a guy has afro hair…and if he’s cute (heheh) so wat??He will definitely get my attention. Dreadlocks? I think that’s cool….tak la skema kan?