just hanging out here
Yooohoo…first of all I have no idea watsoever why I’m here in my blog. Hmm…
This few weeks I’ve learned a lot. I realised how important life is and how important the time God has given us. We are in that moment(or time) only once..nothing will ever repeat itself, we only have one chance..or next time it will be a different one.So, my job is just to be in that moment, embracing it and fully utilise it..(sometimes i fail). All I wana say is that don’t let it slip away..(ya Dewi…listen to yourself!)
It’s a crazy world isn’t it? We are all moving, busy and always trying to get somewhere…Not that it’s a bad thing but when certain unplanned things happen we find ourselves helpless. I recently went to the hospital visiting and praying for a lady who was already at her death bed. Even though she is no relative of mine, I felt deeply for her. However she has departed peacefully as she trusted in her Savior Jesus Christ. As I looked around me, death is everywhere…anyone of those patients would soon be gone. And there it hit me, why am I worried of those little things in life?Like for instance…"I’m not good enough", "I don’t have clear silky skin", "I’m a loser", "I can’t find ‘THE-ONE", and more….When I took a good look around, those things are just nonsence…just look at New Orleans…wat the hurricane had done to their lives???No one will even care if you are a loser, if you are good enough, or even if u have big boobs…All they need is rescue!!!To be in a safe place…and most importantly to be alive.
So many other things happened and became an eye opener for me…I hope for all of you too.Sometimes, we can all be so silly(I’m refering to myself lah). Well, now I can laugh out loud cos I’ve been there and done that. There’s only one thing though, that I can never do till now is -confessing my feelings to someone that I have a crush on. It’s freaky to think when one day as I look back in regret saying to myself,"I should have told him…" and by then it might be too late. Well, I’ll try to work on it!!!!
September 27th, 2005 at 11:55 pm
Hey, who’s that someone? How come you didnt tell me! Make sure he’s not someone like ‘prawn’ or ’sampah’, we need no trash like that! But I trust in your taste. Wish you all the best, woman.
October 26th, 2005 at 6:37 am
got me thinking… really
October 26th, 2005 at 6:12 pm
no matter what, ur ’someone’ might not be da hensem man in da world rite???…he’s jus a stranger dat passed by n wen away, and dat, he painted u a very beutiful+ugly potrait dat make u glad to have it n at da same time hate to own it. love u gur, for no matter wat.
October 27th, 2005 at 7:19 am
wow, more comments abt this issue.thanks!!dat sum1 comes and goes…”on” and “off”, green and red..”stop” and “go”…don;t take it too seriously…thanks anyway!!